In this market where everything is rising, first congratulations to BTC for its super breakthrough, the bull run has completely arrived. However, some are happy while others are worried; starting today, I've decided to semi-retire from the circle.

It's not because I've made a fortune, but because I can’t afford to lose any more. The savings I have are no longer enough to support me in continuing to invest in high-risk activities.

It is a pity that I couldn't properly say goodbye, and the departure was so sudden. I entered the crypto space at the age of 16, driven by passion. A passion for something that can resist the world's finance, fight against traditional banks, and overturn the thoughts of the older generation. This sense of rebellion fascinated my youth, making me believe that I could also rise through crypto and crush the idea that success requires steady steps.

By now, the state of loss has lasted for nearly a year, and I have fed all the money I earned in reality to this desire. My ideal in the crypto world after turning 18 was just to earn enough for an 86. Although I often fantasize about becoming a millionaire, my ambitions are not that grand. Over 30,000 U is enough for me to achieve my ideal, but unfortunately, things did not go as planned, and my funds have never reached that height.

This car went from 200,000 MYR to 150,000 MYR. Years have passed, and I can no longer achieve the ideal condition for the car. It has also suppressed my inner arrogance, at least making me aware that I am not some kind of prodigy.

I play both level one and level two, but most of my losses are in level two. I regret it, but I also don't regret it. I always believe that I just haven't understood it deeply yet. The risks of level two and level one are comparable, but the winning rate of level one is actually lower. The losses in level two come from the inability to control one's desires.

Whether it is primary, secondary, or even traditional finance, I believe everyone is a gambler, and so am I. Only during trading do I think about these issues. Even Wall Street elites, analysts, and traders cannot predict market trends; there are no so-called high certainty opportunities, and risks are always unknown and contain hidden dangers. For example, you won't know what Trump will say next.

The market has completely overturned my knowledge of theory; it is completely different from what I have learned and know. All I can think about is when this huge bubble will burst and when the global economy will collapse. But I can't wait for it, nor can I see it. I also don't have spare money to continue participating and waiting. I had no choice but to withdraw; at least I feel much more relaxed mentally.

Cryptocurrency has filled my youth, and during my school years, I rarely made friends; being immersed in crypto was one of my only two pleasures. I used to comfort myself that although I was lonely, at least I had money, but now I have nothing. I used to joke about having unlimited bullets because no matter how much I lost, I could always pull out some funds to play with. But this time, I really can't pull out any more.

In the future, perhaps I will pick up some airdrops that are bathed in sunlight, which will draw me back into this circle. Or maybe I'll win the lottery and have some spare cash. Otherwise, we may just see each other by chance again. I won't be updating my daily reports anymore, and I'll try not to pay attention to this market. But I will still continue to share some random things as my social circle.