It's been 10 days since I left the market.

Still occasionally sneak a glance.
But there's no funds to participate.

Upon careful consideration, one will find that the risks in the market are very similar to gambling; aside from the investment aspect, it is essentially a huge casino, but no one is willing to admit it.

The pace of life has gradually slowed down because I know I don't have to pay attention to so much anymore. But anxiety has also risen because I am aware that I no longer have a source of income.

Every day I think that I can actually get through a few years like this in stability, slowing down for myself, and first finishing the books for the next few years.

But I am also dominated by anxiety, wanting to make money and achieve my dreams quickly. I keep scrolling through various job postings and the like, hoping to find a stable source of income soon.

It is still unclear what I want to do next. However, during this period, my master said that I have nothing to worry about; everything goes wrong because of being too greedy.

If I don't aspire to be young and accomplished, then I have indeed spent this time in a plain and stable manner, and the reason for everything is greed.